im not even sure why i have this any more... or why i even bothered with this...

what is there to do in LA? ::sigh::

why does it seem like everyone is so happy EXCEPT ME?!?!

WTF

so... after i dunno... bout 6 months of owning it... i finally took my ps3 out of the closet... opened it, took it out, tested it out, n played need for speed carbon (which i totally suck at racing games). 10 min into the game... bam. everything turned off n daniel n i were sitting in the dark. im afraid of being in the dark. it was super dark... he looked outside the glass sliding door to my backyard n noticed that the entire block was blacked out. shit. so we struggled with our cell phones to find flashlights. but half the time i was just sitting there covering my face cuz i was scared. as if covering my face could actually do anything.. haha.

so yea... 15 min later the power came back n it was all good.

daniel goes home so i go into my parents' room n give my mom the movie she wanted to borrow. n as im leaving my parents say the weirdest things

dad: you should knock next time... cuz what if its not convenient for us to see you?
me: hey! watch it! i dont want another younger sibling!
mom: didnt you always say you wanted another one?
me: uhhhhh yea.... when i was 10 or 15... look... if you have another kid now... im gonna be stuck raising it
mom: you dont think we can raise them ourselves?
me: look... you are 52 n 53 right now... think about it by the time that kid goes to college you guys will be 70 n retired. im gonna be the one thats gonna have to pay for their college tuition
mom: who knows what if the kids a genius n gets a scholarship
me: well i would still have to pay for other stuff and raise them.
dad: well you'll have someone to boss around n control
me: oh puhlease....

n then i walked out thinking wtf... my parents are weird.